happily ever after

Good Grief, I think I cry way too much. Today was a recheck for Miss Lil's iron levels. We have been giving her drops for the last four weeks. I had been praying that they were normal and we could just move on from this. Well, they weren't. They were the exact same, so off to the hospital we went to have a blood draw which is more accurate than the doctors machine. It was excrutiating. Brandon went with me and he went in to the room to hold her, I decided to sit in the waiting room and well wait. Unfortunately I could hear her screaming, and I sat there and wept alone. I wanted to rush in there and hold her, grab her away from them. but I sat and I waited. It was so sad for her, so we'll find out tomorrow what the results are, so please say a prayer for Miss Lily.