Insomnia

I think I have it. It is 12:48 and I cannot sleep!! Well considering that the day I had was one that I hope to forget..... I keep laying here just going over the conversation that I had and thinking about what I should have said, or what I wish I hadn't said. It always turns out that way though. Shoulda, Coulda, Woulda. I just prayed and prayed about it and I have decided to give it to the Lord and let him lead my way. I obviously have no idea where I am going. That is the great part about life though, our destinations are unknown to us, but they are not unknown to Him. Somedays we try to do it "our" way but we are subtly reminded that we are to Trust, and to Listen. I know that one day I will look back at this experience and realize that I was given a blessing in disguise and that I can do what truly makes me happy. I am excited, and I am ready. Thank you Lord for giving me this gift!